Background: She looked a little bit down the flow of blood, no pain, no fear. She began to dream, and dream a beautiful white dress she wore, and the rain with a smile, holding her hand and step by step into their hall.
(1)
Ting looked at the mirror inside the heart itself, a mirror which has an exquisite face, bright eyes perfectly clear in like water. So soulful eyes always make men crazy. Her figure is not very tall, but refined that cause. Ting heart touching her face white water. Whispered the question: “He would like it me? Will forever cherish me?” Heart-ting’s face appeared to returning to the smile. She has a kind of mirror inside the stunning beauty.
He, a man inside the online world. The name has a very good listen, called the rain forest, “the summer and loved ones inside in the rain forest, which is how romantic thing.” Heart-ting has told him so. They would not say no strangers become friends. In her loneliness, he will accompany depression; in her happy, he will be pleased with her; in her bad mood, he could detect in the first time out. He will be very patient comfort her, straighten her out, tell jokes to make her happy, not angry up until Ting. Her numerous guess he be like a man? So tender, so considerate, so the savvy. He is like heaven to her reward. She felt for him in this life because while alive. After numerous night and day, regardless of talk after experiencing numerous long distance calls after that, after suffering numerous Acacia, they become another indispensable part of life.
When one day he said he loved her and wanted to feel the real her, and she really wants to be with you. She was filled with joy, but it also scared. Because she was afraid he would be hurt. She was a woman home, a husband to outsiders praise. But she can not stop the heart, crazy thoughts. She loved him, as he loved her deeply in love with him the same.
His desperate here, on her back that her stylish white and small, ready to go to the station waiting for him. Ting sitting inside the waiting room of heart, recall the past few months between them bit by bit, his face showing happiness will not help smiling. Perhaps at this community online and the increase in the number of non-stop, some people play hug mentality, some people are looking for a kind of passion one night stand. However, the heart-ting that he and she were not, they have a common interest, but also endless topic of conversation. They are like friends, and like a lover. He always said to her: “You know this life is my greatest good fortune. You are so understanding, so gentle and considerate, you like my confidante, and like my dreams have been eager to partner . “heart-ting all the thinking in the past, all was joy filled heart.
(B)
Ting heart to see a tall handsome man came to her, told her that her first feeling was that he, he is the rain forest, is that her dreaming, thinking of day and night like the rain. He gave her the feeling is so familiar, as if they, like thousands of years ago had already known each other. He also saw her, his eyes stuck on her. When standing face to face, they are from each other’s eyes to recognize each other.
He held her tightly in the arms, despite the strange look pedestrian, so he just want to hug her, taste and smell of her body.
“Heart-ting, I know you, and your eyes that a relative, that one moment my heart told me, you’re looking for people to be of my life, I have no doubt, can not be suspected.”
“Rain, I was. I came to see the real you, I can finally really feel your embrace.”
Meet them in to a hotel, behind closed doors the moment, they are very tight action. But it also can not help the tight embrace, the rain gently caressing every inch of skin, heart Ting, Wen Bian her gently to every place, passion filled every cell of their body, their combination of closely , crazy love, pain and pleasure together attacked Ting. World at that moment everything seemed to stop for heart-ting, only just this man’s caress, Wenhen heartbeat. This is a heart-ting in her husband who never had the passion; This is her experience from small to large have never been happy. She was lying on the rain side, submerged in his tender years. Feel the head of the party days, azure blue.
(C)
Ting Looking back over the years come bit by bit, she has been very lonely, very lonely, very empty. Ting because the first love of betrayal, mind and body are hurt her at that moment the world is gray, is he, a man named Yan, Ting’s husband is now, once again gave her hope for her love, ting back to the brave heart to face life. In Ting’s mind he is like family, like Big Brother, but are not lovers. If no rain occurs, but also Xu Xinting will go on forever so, nothing exciting to be a do not know how happy, do not know how to love a woman. However, because of the appearance of rain, so heart-ting feel real love, real happiness, real happiness. Strong feeling to want to destroy her soul, her intellect.
“Heart-ting, I take you go! To a place where no one knows you go, we start again a new life.” Rain interrupted if cardiac Ting’s recall.
Ting affectionate look at him, said: “Rain, you do not mind my past?”
“I mind your past, but also care about your future. I want you to do a happy little woman, I’ll love you, Cook during the day you bought, I come home at night we work together rice. After dinner, we walk hand in hand to the riverbank to see the roof of night. “
Ting hold tight heart rain down in her heart a great determination, she and rain together, regardless of any price. She will remain in his side. She did not tell the rain, the news she wanted a divorce because she loved him, she did not want to see him embarrassed, so she wants a man to bear, to resolve.
(D)
Heart Ting everything all confessed to the statement.
Ting said firmly: “I love that man, in his body I know what is true happiness. I’m sorry, I know this one I’m sorry, I can not afford to reduce the harm caused to you, but my heart and my the soul, not in here. Please let me go! “
Yan Ting’s telling listening, not rational thinking. He said passionately, Why? Why? His face became more and more distorted. This is a heart-ting and get along with him a few years, never seen before. He locked himself into the study, an interval of several hours. Made out, become very calm.
Yan Ting gently stroked heart of glossy black hair, “heart-ting, I do not know you, and together, how would not happiness, is how the pain. I love you, I believe I am better than this world Any man should love you, but I promise you, I will let you go, because I want you to be happy, I hope you can do a happy woman. I love you, I want you happy. “
Heart-ting down in the words of the arms wail natural tears, her heart asked myself, I hurt such a good man, I get happy with it? However, there is no answer.
“Words are the future without me by your side, you take good care of yourself.”
“Ting, do not worry about me. You know, this world I am most worried about is you, your stomach is not good, can not eat cold things, later you have to learn to take care of your self. If he is bad for you, remember back, the house always open for you. “
Ting Tizhaohangli, a final glance at the place where she lived for four years, word has quietly stood by the window watching him, although his back looked so strong, but at this moment but that statement is a Ting So poor, so vulnerable. Ting heart kind of sense of pain, another corner of the eye unconsciously out of the tears. She knew she had taken the door step, you can not go back, and never return.
(5):
Ting Tizhexingli to the hotel, see the rain in bed sleeping. Ting went softly to his bed side, slumped over the face and wake up looking at this familiar, like a child as naughty, as lovely, but in his face during the day when awake, but there will be a wild but Stern United States. Ting deeply confused by his, as in the poppy poison, difficult to control, unable to extricate themselves.
She tenderly kissed the forehead of a rain. How the action on a lightly, instead letting the opened his eyes slightly, then a black eye on all the women enough to attract attention, goes on Stern’s face the moment they see Ting, become very tender.
Rain tight grip heart Ting, fearing she would fly away, like accidentally.
“Rain, Get up, I bought your favorite preserved egg porridge.”
“No, I want to hold you. I am not up, I would like to hold you.”
“Well-behaved, how do you like a child as unruly Oh! We will have time to be together forever. Because today he and I divorced.”
Rain Somewhat taken aback, eyes with tears inside. He moved, he did not think of how a woman looks weak, but inside is so strong. She must have suffered a lot, she must struggle deep in the heart and remorse over, but facing him, but still smiling. Rain began to feel sorry for Wen Zhu her, Ting tasted bitter rain of tears, but the flow to the heart Ting is strange sweet.
(6):
Ting heart to live in the city of rain, they lived a simple and happy life. Rain hard work during the day, never in any one place at night to do a little stay. Because he wanted his heart-ting, he would like to see her earlier, he and she cooked together, ate together, the stars, and go and walk in the park.
Ting in the city center is not particularly strange adaptation, had words of care, she did not go out to work, not tough times ahead. She is at home every day, write novels, earning royalties, had a very free life is very loose. Of course, now and in the rain with the rain still allow her to work outside, still wanted her to stay at home doing his little woman. There will be a fight between them, but every time as long as her angry, and the rain will come to coax her happy, rain pained her to play from the bones distressed.
Rain is a very talented man, he used his talents to running a company, whether external or internal, he is very attractive women of all ages. This ting is to know. Also had in mind with worry and fear, she was a divorced woman, she is a woman who had a lot in the past, she said that she was not clean. Ting in front of the rain becomes very, very low, low to the dust. She is more gentle than ever, more careful and more considerate. Only her face showing sorrow often, but rarely see who smiles.
Few noticed her unusual, holding her in his arms, saying something sweet words to comfort her, asked her how she was. But she can not say. She was afraid, she said, he would be more looked down upon her.
However, Ting does not know that she was not happy when the rain when I saw her look askew dare not say when the rain will inevitably feel a sense of fear hit. He began to doubt that she was not also bear to her past everything that is not her regret with him, is not she, and he was not happy with the flies. Work hard rain hard pull customers, he just wanted to give Ting better life. He wanted to earn more money to buy her beautiful clothes, expensive cosmetics, do not want to lose any of his men, but do not want to lose words, because he believed that words can give Ting, and he can be the same. So he became very hard, very quiet, just because he wanted to Ting and happy life.
(7)
Rain’s birthday to. Ting Last year, two of them went to the roof of fireworks, happy like a child. At that time, the rain behind holding Ting, said to her: “Every year after the birthday, I want you to accompany me through. We’re going to get older, too old also can not go there, I will still you as a treasure in my heart. “Ting always love miss their recent past. Will always cherish the memory of past and bit by bit between the rain. Today is the birthday of rain 26 years old, Ting few days ago, went to him to set a good cake bakeries. In particular, the master should write on the cake, “her husband, I love you” words. Ting wanted to surprise him. She would like to shower every day, busy with work recently, and perhaps have long forgotten his birthday. The Ting early on out to buy flowers, buy a rain favorite dishes, as well as red wine, cake, more importantly, fireworks. Ting Yu thought a moment will come back with eyes big surprise. And then to admire her good wife, perhaps to her to marry him tomorrow. Ting like animal in nature as happy laugh.
Ting to the door, watching the door was open. Mind is wondering, I go out, shut the door obviously ah! Let no thief. She crept to push open the door, on the moment, that moment, Ting, that the world’s most disgusting scene. Rain naked body of a woman holding a beautiful enchanting, like they like the water snake haunts. Ting was in the eyes of the rain’s body is so fit and temptations, but now they think that the body ting is so ugly.
Cake crisp one place, like a withering rose. Ting ran out of the house like crazy, but how I did not cry, but the heart just like a cramp-like pain. She seemed to hear a familiar voice shouted, “wife.” Ting did not look back, because she felt that kind of voice will only appear in the dream. Her to the man, divorced, gave up a stable life, hurt the hearts of parents. Until now parents have not forgiven her. Ting’s body in the sun, she felt a piercing cold, could not help but get a shiver in the heart. She was homeless, no turning back. Her power in this world alone, and Ting think everyone left him, never in her life has never been any one person. No family, and love is gone, faith no more. Ting severely with a blade in the hands of a designated open wound, she looked a little bit of blood flowing down her with no pain, no fear. She began to dream, and dreams she wore a beautiful white wedding dress, rain, smiling, holding her hand step by step into their hall.
Soon as the rain short of the doorbell awakened from a coma, because the cause of failure, because the best friend of betrayal, because how many years of hard work are destroyed. He lost all confidence in the world. He never means to ting a better life, so he directed a play, only to leave him ting, to find her true happiness. He did not want to see the woman he loved and he had nothing to eat full of life. But he did not think too much about the past is dead center Ting news. In that moment, he completely lost the meaning of survival, he just wants her happy, but never thought the end was that he personally killed her. He could not forgive myself, never have. He was so loved her, he was so do not want to hurt her, but why the result is often counter it? Rain did not want to forgive myself, can not forgive myself. He let his heart here with his favorite Ting, he should always be with her forever … …
